Hi Babes! Hope everyone had a great weekend. A few posts back, I talked about posting more of my own photography (I’m a photo major) so, here you go! If you follow me on Instagram, you know my family and I went to Hawaii for Christmas. It was a blast. I took these pictures for my brother Cameron, Micah, and their angel baby Izzy. I love the way they turned out so I thought I would share.
As I’ve talked and met with a lot of my friends and followers, I’ve realized, a lot of you don’t know that I am a photography major. I hardly post about it because I often think my work isn’t good enough or compare it to others. It can be scary to put your work up to show the world. This clearly stems from fear – something I’m really trying to work on.
I used to have the same fear with dance. I used to be afraid of performing in front of people I knew because I was afraid they wouldn’t think I was good enough. But, I got over that fear when I realized that no one was going to believe in me, if I didn’t believe in myself. I finally decided I actually was good enough and that people liked watching me. I started to perform for myself, taking the focus off what others might be thinking. Being on Cougarettes really helped me with that because 1.everyone at BYU loves the cougs, confidence booster right there and 2. I was performing in front of 60,000 people almost every week – you really have to be confident and forget about who is watching. I stopped caring what everyone was thinking and really just danced for the pure joy of it!! Now, I honestly love performing and the feeling of people watching me do what I love! It’s fun and scary and exhilarating. Honestly you have to be your own cheerleader. I’m often really hard on myself but most of the time, I think I’m pretty great! Who cares if someone else doesn’t think so, right!?
Same thing goes for photography, I am going to mess up, and some of my work might not always be the best compared to all the other photographers in the world. But, I am learning and growing and putting something I love out for everyone to see – obviously something I like doing! So, here is a shoot I did for Ivie Juice Bar. I absolutely love lifestyle photography and shooting people in a live environment vs. a studio. So this shoot was really fun for me. One of my goals for 2017 is to be more intentional about my work. Shoot what I love, do what I love and make it count. I want each day to be intentional. One of my favorite dance teachers used to tell me to set an intention before each class. What did I want to do? What did I want to get out of that class? If I didn’t set that goal, it would just be another class and I probably wouldn’t get that much better. I want to start doing that with my everyday life. Set an intention for each day. If I set small goals each and every day I think my days will start to become more meaningful. I’ll let you know how it goes.